I'm really kinda horny?

Ok so I'm not really a weird person but I did something kinda weird. Ok well I was walking around in the snow (because I love it!!) and I was just feeling kinda horny and so I sat down in the snow and made this snowball and set it on the ground and put it by my and just started it a little and it felt pretty good but I kinda wanted something a little more so I looked around for ideas and saw this tree and so I reached out my arms for a branch on it and then hung there and put my legs around it and started like.... idk slowly and gently the trunk of it and OMG it felt SO good!! so I kept doing it until I was making like sounds of pleasure and it just felt SO good!! so the next day I went back and tried the exact same thing but it didn't feel as good for some reason so all I want to know is how I can make it feel that good again (not nessisarily using a tree since I want to do it now and it's night out) but I don't want to actually put my fingers in my ... So any ways besides that would be great!! Thank you so much and don't think I'm too weird!